tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86356212011-04-21T16:15:41.383-07:00Ainuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08593637388740840391noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8635621.post-1122588900439876702005-07-28T15:06:00.000-07:002005-07-28T15:15:00.446-07:00If I knew anyone would actually read my blog, I probably would have written something less depressing. I apologize profusely. I am not suicidal...I DO love my husband...and I am an extremely blessed individual who thought a blog would be a good way to act a fool and get away with it. I find humor in the darker side of life, and it often shows when I'm feeling angry and/or sarcastic...in which case I feel like writing it down so I can giggle later.<br />I am in a good mood today, so I really don't have anything to say...and I don't think it's very funny to be happy...so I will close for now.<br />Thanks for listening and caring.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8635621-112258890043987670?l=kuroshio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ainuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08593637388740840391noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8635621.post-1118440283476527082005-06-10T14:12:00.000-07:002005-06-10T14:51:23.483-07:00Dear Blog Post Thingy,<br /><br />I am having a bad day. I wish I had a cup of soup to wash down the shards of glass. Minestrone would be lovely.<br />My husband tempts me to leave on a daily basis. I don't know how I can stay married and still keep my sanity intact. I made a promise. I intend to keep it. I just don't know <em>how </em>I will keep it.<br />I'm beginning to think I'm not meant to be a responsible adult. I try. I really do. I just find it difficult to get out of bed every morning when all I see is a dim horizon...my dreams fading away...the reality that pretty soon I'm going to be old, frumpy, and sucked dry of vitality...in a mobile home, with 5 bastard children...I will die. I'm already dying on the inside.<br />Good Lord...such the drama queen. Get ahold of yourself, woman! Have a little self respect. Oh hell.<br /><br />Fin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8635621-111844028347652708?l=kuroshio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ainuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08593637388740840391noreply@blogger.com2